Mad Girl’s Love Song ~ Sylvia Plath

I created this spokenword video back in 2016… I was looking for a poem very different from my own writing.  I found a spoken word poem on a You Tube page by the Radio Theartre Group, the poem was Sylvia Plath’s ‘Lady Lazarus‘ read by Natalie Clark.  I had previously read Sylvia Plath’s poetry but didn’t find I fully related to her subjects.  But it’s amazing how after hearing a poem spoken extremely well with great emphasis, the kind of feeling and emotion Natalie Clark so expertly conveys in her reading, it completely changed my perception of Sylvia Plath and her poetry.  Perhaps hearing a human voice speaking the words is what makes the connection and turns what can be a cold poem into warm reality? 

I reread some of Sylvia’s poems, they began to speak to me in a much more vivid way.  Mad Girl’s Love Song stood out as a poem I might want to try reading, partly because of it’s popularity but also the poem intrigued me as to what it was about.  On the surface it appears to be about a failed relationship, a disappointment in a lover, at least that is what is generally assumed for the poem.  As I began to read it out loud for the recording I felt a little confused at what I was reading… phrases such as ‘God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan’s men‘.  I was literally trying to work out how those strong, slightly biblical statements had anything to do with disappointment in a lover. 

Something in the back of my mind didn’t feel right… I felt foolish reading a poem I was not entirely convinced of it’s true meaning.  I’ve never done that before.  I like to fully understand a poem so I can read it with the right emphasis.  I carried on reading,  ignoring the little voice telling me “you can’t read that, you don’t even know what it’s about!”🙄 

After reading it at least six times, it suddenly dawned on me what it could be about.  Maybe it was not about a human lover bitterly disappointing, but coming to a point in life where the belief in God no longer feels real.

God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan’s men
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you’d return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

Don’t worry… I’m not about go into any lengthy religious explanations, get into whether God is real or not, or suggest my theory on the meaning of the poem is 100% correct.  But just point out some interesting facts I discovered about Sylvia Plath that may make a bit more sense of my theory. 

After the mind blowing poetry reading experience, I searched online for a poetry analysis for ‘Mad Girl’s Love Song’.  I found the same kind of unconvincing explanation over and over… it was about Sylvia Plath’s disappointment in her marriage, or maybe an earlier relationship.  When I delved deeper to when the poem was published, I found she didn’t write it as late as I thought.  She wrote the poem in 1951, age 24, while attending Smith College.  It was first published in 1953 in a magazine called Mademoiselle.  She didn’t marry the poet Ted Hughes until 1956.  So the poem couldn’t possibly be about disappointment in her marriage.  It’s also interesting to note, at 8 years old Sylvia’s father unexpectedly died due to complications after surgery.  She experienced a loss of faith after her father’s death and remained ambivalent about religion throughout her life. (Quote from Wikipedia).

I can’t prove my theory is correct, but there is one thing I do know for sure… after waking up, seeing a deeper meaning, I was able to read the poem in a different way.  For a few minutes I felt that state of mind, the cold disappointed honesty in admitting something wholeheartedly believed might not to be true… they didn’t show up, and never would because it was just a comforting invention of the mind, a way of coping, and nothing more.

If you find the subject of interest and you want do some of your own research, you might find this analysis of the poem worth reading. I thought it was excellent, and had some slightly similar suggestions close to my own feelings on the meaning of Mad Girls Love Song.

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The next post will be my own poetry… just in case it looks like I’ve given up writing my own material.  No, not at all, I’ve just been busy with photography and… well, life! 😊

I Ask My Mother To Sing (Li-Young Lee)

She begins, and my grandmother joins her.
Mother and daughter sing like young girls.
If my father were alive, he would play
his accordion and sway like a boat.
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I’ve never been in Peking, or the Summer Palace,
nor stood on the great Stone Boat to watch
the rain begin on Kuen Ming Lake, the picnickers
running away in the grass.
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But I love to hear it sung;
how the waterlilies fill with rain until
they overturn, spilling water into water,
then rock back, and fill with more.
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Both women have begun to cry.
But neither stops her song.
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I’ve been reading the poetry of Li-Young Lee recently.  There is something truly beautiful about his writing.  Even though Li-Young Lee is a well known poet in America, I’ve not heard of his name or writing before.  While reading his poetry it spoke to me of an experienced poet, one who considers carefully about what he wants to convey in a deeply literary sense, but still manages to create poems anyone can relate to.  He writes a lot of his childhood and family which is a subject I’m often drawn to write about myself.
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After reading I Ask My Mother To Sing it reminded me of the water lily I captured in Plantation Garden, Norwich… I thought they would go well together.  I hope you enjoy the poem as much as I did.
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If you would like to read more of Li-Young Lee’s poetry you can find a selection at the Poetry Foundation.
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While looking up who this wonderful poet was I found an old video on You Tube where he reads some of his poems and talks a little about the background of his family and where he was born in Indonesia.

If you enjoyed this video you may also like this one too, where he reads another selection of his poetry at a public event at The University Of California.  If you’ve not heard of Li-Young Lee, the introductory is well worth a listen.

Blue ~ Poetry Video

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Captur-00Recently I was asked by a writer friend on WattPad (also Mia Lotus on You Tube) if I’d like to be one of the poets for a charitable project website of hers (Songs For The Sea) to encourage and inspire us all to care more about the ocean. I wrote two ocean related poems and also decided to create a poetry video.  My lovely artist friend Karen Gadient created some beautiful ‘blue’ abstract art to go with the poem

Most of my videos on my You Tube page that are not my own film are free creative commons footage, but on this occasion I decided to purchase some pieces of short film from Shutterstock.  They have an amazing collection of film footage on Shutterstock, but it’s probably not something I’ll be spending much money on with future videos as it’s quite costly.

The point of my poetry video is to show how misguided it is to spend so much time and money on space projects in the hope of finding life when there is an abundance of life in the ocean, some of which has barely been explored. 

The ocean is a world within our world and is so crucial to the functioning of the planet we live on.  Space on the other hand, fascinating it may be, but I don’t feel it’s as relevant as the sea or important enough to be spending vast sums of public money in exploration that doesn’t appear to result in much at all. The sea these days seems to be turning into a convenient dumping ground – that’s just so wrong.  I wonder if another habitable planet was ever found, humans would just go and dump their garbage there too?

You can find more poets writing on (Songs For The Sea) under the poetry category and also a collection of talented singers and musicians. In January 2017 there will be a CD music compilation of all the singers and musicians listed. 

Also at some point an ebook of poetry will be published.  Both of those items will be sold in aid of charity.  If it interests you, then make sure to bookmark the website for future visits.

Please enjoy the video – it’s a bit of chill out poetry experience! 🙂

Story Of My Life ~ ThePianoGuys

If you haven’t discovered ThePianoGuys yet, take a look at their You Tube page – they’re beautifully entertaining! 🙂

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Wasting My Young Years ~ London Grammar

London Grammar is one of those new bands I accidentally discovered recently on one of my You Tube trips!  I love Hannah Reid’s haunting voice, and I’m looking forward to see what they come up with next.  Here’s a live version of this song.  If you want to hear more of their music visit their You Tube or SoundCloud page, also Wikipedia or their website. .

Blown Minded – Young Galaxy

 

I instantly loved this song by Young Galaxy.  Refreshingly different, and the art in the video makes it even more intriguing!  The song has an element of 80’s electro pop which is probably also why it appeals to me, awakening my teenage 80’s music memories!  Talking of 80’s music memories – using art in a video reminds me a little of A-ha’s Take On MeI originally found this video featured on a website called Collossal, a very interesting and inspiring website to find music and art.

This Womans Work – Maxwell

I’ve shared a song in a post once before by Kate Bush last year in June, but this time it’s a cover of her original enchanting 80’s song This Woman’s Work by Maxwell.  I would never have thought this song would work with a man singing those lyrics, but it really does, I’m glad I found it!  If you want to see Kate Bush singing her original version you can find it here.

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